In the photo, an exultant young woman sits astride a rearing horse. Even without a saddle, she looks as comfortable as if she were in a rocking chair. That young woman, Clara, wears her first pair of cowboy boots, while beloved Queen, displays her own splendor. Together, the horse, sleek and strong, and the rider, young and happy, conjure an air of freedom, of possibility—and unity.

The photographer beautifully captured this exuberant moment in Clara’s life. And it’s no surprise that he did, when you know who he was. Albert Lamoreaux, whom everyone called Jack, was a farmer and hired hand, his family close to the Reida family. He knew Clara well. After Clara’s father died at a young age, Jack helped father her. And when she went off to college, Jack and Bud Riggs took care of Queen.

Clara was intent on keeping her beloved horse, no matter what. She remembered all too well the time her mother noticed that she hadn’t been riding Queen and was considering selling her. True, Clara hadn’t riding Queen, and it was because of Queen’s tendency to rear up and fall over backwards, endangering the rider. But the thought of losing Queen threw her into a fit.
She went around asking everybody she could think of how to break a horse from rearing like that. One way she learned about was this: when the horse rears, break a bottle of water between its ears. The horse thinks the water is blood and will stop the unwanted behavior.

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We sat in the shade outside the Jade Café, across the street from the John C. Fremont Library in Florence. It was David’s first time to meet Sunny–Sue Bishop, as she’s now known. Sue and I had first met almost two years earlier, and now we three were eagerly awaiting Clara’s arrival. And before we knew it, there she was, walking toward us and grinning from ear to ear.

“Sunny!” Clara called.

“Birdie!” Sunny returned.

Then they were hugging as though they hadn’t seen each other for forty years. And they hadn’t. But they’d kept in touch with regular cards and letters and an occasional phone call during those decades.

When I was writing the book, Clara had told story after intriguing story about those late 1950s summers at the Flying G Ranch, the Girl Scout camp outside Deckers. When she’d recall them, she’d exude the same sense of warmth and happiness that was radiating from her now. It was those particular stories that made me realize that friendship was the uniting thread that ran through much of what became Because We Wanted To!

So many of the friendships formed during the Flying G years were lasting. Here’s a short excerpt from “Girl Scouts on Horseback” (Ch. 1, p. 35-36) that describes a little of how that bond strengthened so many years ago. In a riding accident, Clara’s kneecap got fractured. For a person who likes to be as active as Clara does, that was a big challenge. Her many friendships that rippled out beyond the camp helped get her through it.~~

Of the many things Clara felt grateful for during her convalescence, a major one was her friends, and sometimes that extended to a friend’s parents, as well. Sunny, known as Sue Gibson in life outside camp, was one warm, full-of-fun, delightful person. And no wonder, she thought, when she met Sunny’s parents and felt their kindness and thoughtfulness right off the bat.

            Then when the Chester accident happened, Sue’s mom and dad had taken her in when she had to see doctors in Denver. They wanted her to stay with them, and Mrs. Gibson made sure to cook Clara’s favorite foods. She took care beyond that, too, driving Clara to appointments, and had even taught her some new card games.

            She could definitely see where Sunny’s genial disposition and good sense came from. Clara couldn’t have known at the time, but she wouldn’t have been surprised that she and Sunny would still be in touch more than five decades later, when they were far into their seventies. In 1957, when they were barely twenty, it was enough for Clara that she had that friendship then. She treasured it.

            I could see why when I had the opportunity to meet Sunny, now Sue Bishop, some fifty-eight years after their Flying G days. Clara gave me Sue’s contact information and I called, hoping she was still at that number and that she would be willing to talk with me. With a yes on both counts, we arranged to meet at The Market on Denver’s Larimer Street. It’s a popular lunch spot, and neither of us knew what the other looked like, but somehow we spotted each other right away.

            Warm, smiling and lovely, Sue’s camp name of Sunny suited her perfectly. We chatted like old friends for a couple of hours, with so much of what Clara had told me coming to life all over again. I was moved by the thought that those young women had come from vastly different backgrounds, had shared experiences out of the ordinary for both and, because of those experiences at that point in their lives, had become lifelong friends. And there Sue and I were, connecting over our mutual friendship with Clara.

                                                                                                   Me with Birdie & Sunny, 6/25/16                         

                                     

 

 

 

 

 

 

I learned of Snowbird’s passing through an email message from “B” Casapulla. “B” wrote

We lost Bird last week. I got up to feed and he was gone. No sign of struggle, it looked like he laid down and died. I hope that was the case. A beautiful soul like Birdie deserved nothing less.

We’re all still grieving. We thought we had more time. He was fine the night before, eating his dinner and goofing off like he always did. Such a shock to find him gone…

He’s buried in the pasture with his other friends. We’ve planted forget-me-nots on his grave. He has a pretty marker with a running horse on it. I’m heartbroken.

He touched so many. I posted his loss on Facebook and got many responses. He was a wonderful teacher, therapist, and friend. I’ll miss him every day.

Sorry to have to tell you this. I know you knew him first. His life will be celebrated here forever.

“B” words reflect so much of the beautiful being that was Snowbird. Some of his story appears in Chapter 12, “The Rhythm of the Strands,” much of which I’m including below. If you’ve already read the book, you might remember that for the last seven years of his life, from 2009 to 2016, Bird helped numerous children, teenagers, and adults, through his role in Take the Reins, a wonderful horse therapy program in Summit County run by “B” Casapulla and Helen Royal.

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            Around 2009, B and Helen learned about another SAR horse, Snowbird, often called Bird. He’d run into problems with its owners, and Clara, because of their guarantee, had bought him back from the man. Bird had served as a show horse for his daughters for a number of years, but then the girls either didn’t want to or couldn’t show him anymore.

            The dad decided Bird needed a job, and the one available was as packhorse on a hunting trip. As an arena horse, a show horse, Bird had excelled. He’d been handled by the daughters, who’d doted on him. Now he was to experience something quite different, something that required unfamiliar equipment, travel over varying terrain, and unusual, inanimate cargo. The experience proved to be a damaging one. On the hunting trip, Bird fell off a ledge and was badly hurt.

            When Clara heard about the incident, she was furious with the man for giving Bird a job for which he was so ill suited. She took the injured horse back and put him in pasture. She wanted to let him, in her words, “be a horse and relax for a couple of years,” to fully recover from the ordeal. Whispers of coming and going.

            Snowbird’s accident didn’t diminish his beauty. During his convalescence, artist Linda Gulinson photographed him, and from the photograph, painted a stunning picture. The painting, an impressive thirty inches by forty inches, now hangs in Clara’s living room. Linda’s specialty lay in Western art, with a focus on Native Americans, and more specifically, on Native American children. But when Singing Acres Ranch came into her life, she began to paint horses . . .

            When the Gulinsons came to visit, Margaret and Clara would get the colts to do all kinds of exciting things for Linda’s camera, run, frolic, chase each other. As a result, Singing Acres Ranch horses grace not only corrals and pastures across the country, but also the walls of many homes and offices through Linda’s paintings.

            Of the many Singing Acres paintings by Linda, two hold places of honor in the living room at the ranch. In one, three SAR horses, heads and necks pictured, are clustered together in such a way that suggests they’re having a little confab. At the top is Matilda, then Sophie, and Sixteen Tons. Linda painted it early in the friendship and titled it “Gossip.”

            The other is the later one of Bird when he was convalescing, in which he’s standing by the pond looking around to his right. His mahogany bay coloring is sprinkled with a few white App spots across his rump, his black mane and lower legs contrasting beautifully with his coat. He exudes tranquility . . .

            One day when Helen and B were at the ranch, they met Bird, and they fell in love right away. Given his calm disposition, Clara was sure he’d make a good therapy horse and sure enough, he was a hit in the program.

            At first, although sweet and well mannered, he was a little standoffish, not connecting immediately. This wasn’t a problem since Helen and B knew that their horses’ quirks could also be assets for their clients. So when they did horse introductions, they told his story in terms of what clients themselves may have experienced. They talked about how Bird had overcome hardships himself, that he’d been hurt and was scared to connect.

            B thought that whether this was true for a horse is anyone’s guess. But the idea worked well for kids who needed to learn to overcome adversities themselves. It was especially useful for those who’d never been around horses to hear about Bird’s reserve.   Many people in the program hadn’t had first-hand experience with horses, and it was Bird they instinctively trusted. Kids and adults gravitated to his calmness.

            Once, when a newspaper reporter came to do a story on the program, B and Helen offered to take her through a traditional first session. As usual, they gave highlights of horses’ stories that they thought most closely paralleled the client’s story and let her take it from there.

            This reporter had been in nursing but had recently changed her career to journalism. Although happy with the change, she knew that because she was new to the work, she hadn’t yet developed much confidence in her ability to do it. She was right in the middle of the crossroads of rediscovering herself, with all its doubt and uncertainty. When she heard about how Bird had been a show horse, how he’d then been used as a packhorse and suffered the accident that triggered his return to Clara and subsequent move to Take the Reins, she chose him.           

            She could tell he was a little cautious, mirroring her own restraint, her own uncertainty. She had, in fact, been afraid to get close to a horse. They were new to her, and they were big. It took her some time to go near him, then longer to be able to touch him.

            When the article appeared, Helen was pleased to see it written it as the reporter’s own story, that what had happened between her and Bird was a fitting reflection of the program’s power and effectiveness. In an accompanying photo, she had her arms around Bird’s neck, hugging him.

            Snowbird has a special place in my heart, too. On May 10, 1992, the first anniversary of my sister’s death, David, my partner in life, and I were at Singing Acres. It had snowed the day before and the air held the memory of the storm, misty clouds cloaking the mountains and hanging low over the meadow. Inside having morning coffee with Margaret and Clara, I was soaking in the warmth of the fire from the old rock fireplace and the warmth of our friendship as we sat around catching up on what had been going on in our lives.    David was out taking in the crisp morning air and enjoying poking around in the rustic mountain setting. Without warning, he burst through the door, breathless with excitement. “There’s a baby, and it’s just barely here!” he cried.

            We jumped up and sprinted outside, behind the house and up to the corral by the “condo.” Sure enough, there in a snow bank lay a beautiful bay foal, minutes old, his mother standing over him. She gave us only a brief look, as if to say, “Isn’t he something?”

            David and I watched the newborn struggle to his feet for the first time, his long, skinny black legs wobbling with the effort. A few minutes earlier, he’d been in a warm, dark place, now there was brightness, cool, soft air, and a whole world to become acquainted with.

            Seeing this new life seemed such a gift, on that day of all days—a first anniversary I’d approached with apprehension—and he was a beauty. The day had turned into a beauty, too. The bright Colorado sun had burned off the misty clouds, revealing a brilliant sky, a smiling sky one could say. It was as if the sun were greeting the brand-new baby, too.

            Soon after, back at home in Denver, we talked with Clara. “It seemed only natural to call him Snowbird,” she told us. We agreed. It seemed the perfect name.

            Having been there when Snowbird arrived, hearing the stories about him over time, listening to Brenda and so many others tell about Margaret and Clara, I think of the many ways our lives are braided, intertwined whether we’re kin or not, whether we’re horses or human. We touch each other’s lives, often unexpectedly, catching up, blending in, letting go. This is the rhythm of the strands, the whispers of coming and going. This is the rhythm that spoke to me on the first anniversary of Susan’s death, that spoke to my heart with the birth of that beautiful colt. And this is the rhythm of Singing Acres Ranch that speaks to me still.

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            Thank you, Bird, for teaching us so many important life lessons. Your presence in our lives was a joy, and memories of you bring comfort. We learn from you still.