I learned of Snowbird’s passing through an email message from “B” Casapulla. “B” wrote
We lost Bird last week. I got up to feed and he was gone. No sign of struggle, it looked like he laid down and died. I hope that was the case. A beautiful soul like Birdie deserved nothing less.
We’re all still grieving. We thought we had more time. He was fine the night before, eating his dinner and goofing off like he always did. Such a shock to find him gone…
He’s buried in the pasture with his other friends. We’ve planted forget-me-nots on his grave. He has a pretty marker with a running horse on it. I’m heartbroken.
He touched so many. I posted his loss on Facebook and got many responses. He was a wonderful teacher, therapist, and friend. I’ll miss him every day.
Sorry to have to tell you this. I know you knew him first. His life will be celebrated here forever.
“B” words reflect so much of the beautiful being that was Snowbird. Some of his story appears in Chapter 12, “The Rhythm of the Strands,” much of which I’m including below. If you’ve already read the book, you might remember that for the last seven years of his life, from 2009 to 2016, Bird helped numerous children, teenagers, and adults, through his role in Take the Reins, a wonderful horse therapy program in Summit County run by “B” Casapulla and Helen Royal.
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Around 2009, B and Helen learned about another SAR horse, Snowbird, often called Bird. He’d run into problems with its owners, and Clara, because of their guarantee, had bought him back from the man. Bird had served as a show horse for his daughters for a number of years, but then the girls either didn’t want to or couldn’t show him anymore.
The dad decided Bird needed a job, and the one available was as packhorse on a hunting trip. As an arena horse, a show horse, Bird had excelled. He’d been handled by the daughters, who’d doted on him. Now he was to experience something quite different, something that required unfamiliar equipment, travel over varying terrain, and unusual, inanimate cargo. The experience proved to be a damaging one. On the hunting trip, Bird fell off a ledge and was badly hurt.
When Clara heard about the incident, she was furious with the man for giving Bird a job for which he was so ill suited. She took the injured horse back and put him in pasture. She wanted to let him, in her words, “be a horse and relax for a couple of years,” to fully recover from the ordeal. Whispers of coming and going.
Snowbird’s accident didn’t diminish his beauty. During his convalescence, artist Linda Gulinson photographed him, and from the photograph, painted a stunning picture. The painting, an impressive thirty inches by forty inches, now hangs in Clara’s living room. Linda’s specialty lay in Western art, with a focus on Native Americans, and more specifically, on Native American children. But when Singing Acres Ranch came into her life, she began to paint horses . . .
When the Gulinsons came to visit, Margaret and Clara would get the colts to do all kinds of exciting things for Linda’s camera, run, frolic, chase each other. As a result, Singing Acres Ranch horses grace not only corrals and pastures across the country, but also the walls of many homes and offices through Linda’s paintings.
Of the many Singing Acres paintings by Linda, two hold places of honor in the living room at the ranch. In one, three SAR horses, heads and necks pictured, are clustered together in such a way that suggests they’re having a little confab. At the top is Matilda, then Sophie, and Sixteen Tons. Linda painted it early in the friendship and titled it “Gossip.”
The other is the later one of Bird when he was convalescing, in which he’s standing by the pond looking around to his right. His mahogany bay coloring is sprinkled with a few white App spots across his rump, his black mane and lower legs contrasting beautifully with his coat. He exudes tranquility . . .
One day when Helen and B were at the ranch, they met Bird, and they fell in love right away. Given his calm disposition, Clara was sure he’d make a good therapy horse and sure enough, he was a hit in the program.
At first, although sweet and well mannered, he was a little standoffish, not connecting immediately. This wasn’t a problem since Helen and B knew that their horses’ quirks could also be assets for their clients. So when they did horse introductions, they told his story in terms of what clients themselves may have experienced. They talked about how Bird had overcome hardships himself, that he’d been hurt and was scared to connect.
B thought that whether this was true for a horse is anyone’s guess. But the idea worked well for kids who needed to learn to overcome adversities themselves. It was especially useful for those who’d never been around horses to hear about Bird’s reserve. Many people in the program hadn’t had first-hand experience with horses, and it was Bird they instinctively trusted. Kids and adults gravitated to his calmness.
Once, when a newspaper reporter came to do a story on the program, B and Helen offered to take her through a traditional first session. As usual, they gave highlights of horses’ stories that they thought most closely paralleled the client’s story and let her take it from there.
This reporter had been in nursing but had recently changed her career to journalism. Although happy with the change, she knew that because she was new to the work, she hadn’t yet developed much confidence in her ability to do it. She was right in the middle of the crossroads of rediscovering herself, with all its doubt and uncertainty. When she heard about how Bird had been a show horse, how he’d then been used as a packhorse and suffered the accident that triggered his return to Clara and subsequent move to Take the Reins, she chose him.
She could tell he was a little cautious, mirroring her own restraint, her own uncertainty. She had, in fact, been afraid to get close to a horse. They were new to her, and they were big. It took her some time to go near him, then longer to be able to touch him.
When the article appeared, Helen was pleased to see it written it as the reporter’s own story, that what had happened between her and Bird was a fitting reflection of the program’s power and effectiveness. In an accompanying photo, she had her arms around Bird’s neck, hugging him.
Snowbird has a special place in my heart, too. On May 10, 1992, the first anniversary of my sister’s death, David, my partner in life, and I were at Singing Acres. It had snowed the day before and the air held the memory of the storm, misty clouds cloaking the mountains and hanging low over the meadow. Inside having morning coffee with Margaret and Clara, I was soaking in the warmth of the fire from the old rock fireplace and the warmth of our friendship as we sat around catching up on what had been going on in our lives. David was out taking in the crisp morning air and enjoying poking around in the rustic mountain setting. Without warning, he burst through the door, breathless with excitement. “There’s a baby, and it’s just barely here!” he cried.
We jumped up and sprinted outside, behind the house and up to the corral by the “condo.” Sure enough, there in a snow bank lay a beautiful bay foal, minutes old, his mother standing over him. She gave us only a brief look, as if to say, “Isn’t he something?”
David and I watched the newborn struggle to his feet for the first time, his long, skinny black legs wobbling with the effort. A few minutes earlier, he’d been in a warm, dark place, now there was brightness, cool, soft air, and a whole world to become acquainted with.
Seeing this new life seemed such a gift, on that day of all days—a first anniversary I’d approached with apprehension—and he was a beauty. The day had turned into a beauty, too. The bright Colorado sun had burned off the misty clouds, revealing a brilliant sky, a smiling sky one could say. It was as if the sun were greeting the brand-new baby, too.
Soon after, back at home in Denver, we talked with Clara. “It seemed only natural to call him Snowbird,” she told us. We agreed. It seemed the perfect name.
Having been there when Snowbird arrived, hearing the stories about him over time, listening to Brenda and so many others tell about Margaret and Clara, I think of the many ways our lives are braided, intertwined whether we’re kin or not, whether we’re horses or human. We touch each other’s lives, often unexpectedly, catching up, blending in, letting go. This is the rhythm of the strands, the whispers of coming and going. This is the rhythm that spoke to me on the first anniversary of Susan’s death, that spoke to my heart with the birth of that beautiful colt. And this is the rhythm of Singing Acres Ranch that speaks to me still.
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Thank you, Bird, for teaching us so many important life lessons. Your presence in our lives was a joy, and memories of you bring comfort. We learn from you still.
Virginia Moraga says
It is amazing what memories draws a person back to the ranch.. Snowbird was one of those special horses like Elvira, Sammy, Romeo, and Quixote that stick out in my mind. How lucky you were to to be there when he made his grand entrance. The anniversary of my Mothers passing is drawing near and reading about Snowbird has made me long for coffee, and good conversation with Clara back at the ranch. I spoke with Clara the other day. She sounds well but she sure would like to chew on something. Danny and Marge will be visiting and Kris and I will be visiting at the end of July…
Carol Wilson says
Love your comment, Virginia. And coffee, conversation, you, and Clara sound like an exceptional–and most importantly–loving combination!
Jaye Zola says
We learn in so many ways and Snowbird,’s life and his impact have helped so many. That painting is a wonderful tribute to the healing power of animals and the majesty of horses. Thanks for sharing his life (and yours) with us.
Carol Wilson says
Thank you, Jaye, for your comment and your considerable contribution to the book–and all my books!
Carol Friend says
Thanks for sharing this lovely story.
Carol Wilson says
I appreciate your reading it, CF. What a treasure long-term friendship is!
Linda Gulinson says
I so miss my wonderful experiences at the ranch with Clara and Margaret and their horses. It was a pleasure to paint the horses. so sorry that Snowbird is no longer with us. We moved to Arizona to be near some of our sons but miss Colorado and friends like Clara and Margaret whom I learned so much from. Since the phones are still our I cannot call yet but please give her my love. Thank you for showing the paintings also, it was my pleasure and honor to paint them. Linda Gulinson
Carol Wilson says
I’ll certainly give her your love. She doesn’t have a lot of energy these days and doesn’t stay on the phone much but, if you wanted to drop her a note, I know she would love that. She spoke much and highly of you. Thanks for getting in touch.
Linda Gulinson says
Thank you for replying. I will drop her a note, I miss all of the wonderful times with her and the horses. You are a gifted writer, thanks for your nice comments also, Linda